diary of a daydreamer



Monday, March 04, 2002 :::
 
ohkae ... i'm just going to write ... forget about the layout and just write what i feel. there are these two girls at school - michelle and lisa. michelle is my best friend. i've known her since second grade. and lisa. well i've known her for a lil bit. but in junior high lisa and michelle hated each other. i mean ... there would be war in the halls. but in high school everything sort of mellowed out. michelle even enjoyed her classes with lisa. and over the winter break senior year ... they were friends!! but here's the thing. over the winter break, there was me. sad and alone. nothing to do but wait for michelle to come back from her nights out with lisa. sheesh. well today lisa (who i've never been friends with) came up to me and asked where michelle was. excuse me?!? get away from me please. i don't want to talk to you. ooh ...backtrack. michelle and i were talking the other day and we found mutual ground (or so i thought) we both don't like lisa very much. but anyway ... today lisa was looking for michelle ... and when michelle finally walks over to where i'm standing awkwardly beside lisa, they start a conversation. actually, they were finishing a prior conversation. but michelle doesn't include me in any of it. so after a few minutes ... lisa walks michelle to her locker and i wait at our table ... waiting .. waiting ... where is she?! but then i see her at lisa's planter ... oh ... i guess she's staying there ... maybe she'll tell me what's wrong at lunch ... hmm ... well ... lunch rolls around and we're eating ... no talking ... just eating ... and lunch is over ... what?? wasn't she supposed to tell me her story?? why does lisa get all of it?? well ... i understand there are situations where people are thrown in together and they form a bond ... that's what friendships are, right?? well ... don't get me wrong i can understand there are some things lisa could understad better than i can ... like serious relatinships and ap class stuff ... but geez ... give me a chance!! well ... it's 2:40 ... and i have to go pick michelle up ... maybe she'll tell me now ... or maybe her whole conversation with lisa was a front ... maybe ... we'll see ...

::: posted by j3Nn1! @ 14:43 leave a message @

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don't expect anything amazing to happen here ... there's only so much one person can do

If you don't look out for you ... who will??

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"Booya Mama!!" -Pam
"Oh, I thought I was amazing..." -Laura
"Country! Got'cha Crazy!
dee diddly dee dee!"
-Juwanna Man
"HUMPH!" -Tammi
"Bacon makes it okay!"
-Michelle
"Crazay Taxay!" -Marissa
"Pammy DO!! Jenni DID!!" -Pat
"Lekka Shien" -Tasuki
"No Da!" -Chichiri
"DELETED!!" -Strong Bad
"Women are incapable of being bad luck by themselves- men make them that way." -Dr. T
"I haven't had crabs in a
long time."(seafood)-Michelle

"I never thought
I would like him
half as much
as I do now." -Aww
"Back away.
Not today.
Disco lady." -Disco Stu

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[note: some words are links]

:: name :: jenni
:: b-day :: december 18th
:: family :: pam, mom dad
:: e-mail :: jxookie
:: aim :: j3nnisw33tn3ss**
:: feeling :: the current mood of jenni!**
:: nationality :: thai
:: status :: single and happy
:: fave group :: bsb
:: fave food :: aunt's shu mai
:: fave clothing :: gap skirt
:: fav anime :: fushigi yuugi
:: fav manga :: kazan
:: former school ::
0000cerritos high
:: current school ::
0000cerritos college

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I adopted
CHICHIRI!


i don't know where he went!! the site's down ...
i should have just saved the picture myself!!

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DECEMBER@
02 . shopping!
05 . register for classes
06 . pa cop
10 . fo' shizzle st. nizzle
13 . beware!
14 . play w/ spanish club
18 . i'm 19!
00 . final final!
00 . two towers
25 . christmas day

28 . christmas dinner
00 . @ dianne's
29 . luckkana's 17!
31 . new year's eve

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1. for someone to disappear
2. for someone to reappear
3. for someone to be real
4. for someone to tell me

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JenniNoMiko
Pam
Michelle
Orisinal
Colorgenics
Insanity Test
Comics.com**

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